I was praying my
usual prayers during my run this morning. Between gasps for air, I ran down the
long list of people I hold up to God, starting with my family and eventually including
my patients. When I came to Roland’s name, God stopped me. Last week, I sent
Roland to a residence hospice for end-of-life care. I had not spoken to his
family since. God spoke within my prayers, “You need to get out there and see
him.” I did today and was able to spend time with Roland’s family on his last
day this side of Glory.
I used to think that most of the prayers I hear at church
and most of the prayers I pray myself were primarily selfish prayers---we pray
so much for our healing and the healing of those we love, our success and the success
of those we love. We pray so little for the coming of God’s kingdom and for His
glory.
I don’t feel so much that way now. Certainly we need to
invest more of our prayer time in seeking God’s kingdom and His glory, but
honest prayer is an outpouring of the heart. We cannot any more help our cry
for help than we can forget to breathe. God knows this and the Psalmist lived
it.
I do believe, however, that we should seek to gain more for
God’s kingdom as we are crying out in need.
Prayer accomplishes many things. At its foundation, prayer
establishes a relationship between us and the Creator of the universe. Prayer also
invites God into real life situations with His power and purpose---a request
that He honors.
And prayer should do more.
Prayer should change us as we pray. When I pray for the
neighbor who is suffering from cancer, that prayer should challenge me to visit
my neighbor. When I pray for my colleague to know Christ, I should bear witness
for Christ. Each time I pray for another or pray for a situation, I should be
asking God to use me with that person, with that situation, in a way that works
toward the answer to my prayer. God most often seems to accomplish His work
through His people. So my prayers should place me within His plan.
Dear God,
Let me never pray for
a person to be healed, a lost one to be found, an injustice to be righted or a
mission to be accomplished without asking you to show me my place within your
plan.
Amen
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